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11:57 AM
Saturday, January 3, 2009
Basically I am doing nothing at all, besides moving my fingers over the keyboard and typing this. I love the silence in the house, no one talking, just the breathing of the house and the constant ticking of the clock that is right beside me. In two more days, it would be school time again. I don't know whether to think about it as a good thing or a bad thing. I just hope that it would be a great last year of high school for me in Vancouver as I might not continue my studies here. Many things have happened and it made me ponder a great deal whether it was the right choice to come to Vancouver to study. There were many times when I thought I did the right thing and also an equally copious number of times I thought I did not. All I know is if I continued pondering about this I would just contradict myself over and over again. I think I shall just leave it as it is, time will tell things and I would make my decision later. I shall put this dilemma at the back of my head for now and just enjoy what I have at this very moment.
For everything you have missed, you have gained something else, and for everything you gain, you lose something else - Ralph Waldo Emerson
I gained the satisfying feeling of relieving someone's burden but for that I lost myself. When I look at the mirror, that person in the reflection is someone I no longer know.
At times I wonder if I relieved the burden or just made it worst.